I write because no one listens to me when I speak.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012


Hiyang hiya nman ako sa mga posts ko dito. Lakas makpagb***s ah -.-" Aw :/ F*ckyoupo people >.<

Saturday, September 29, 2012

I can't think of a title.

I decided to make this post kasi masyadong siyang nagppaMiss. Grabe kasi, everytime that i'll look on my New Feeds, laging siya. Stat niya, picture nia. -.-
Something just got into my mind, and that was about this picture. It was taken everytime na nagffieldtrip kami. So, this time. I'm thinking about, if I'll make the 2012th version of this, e kasi siya pa lang hanggang sa ngayon ang mejo I care about. Tapos, ang weird pa ng date ng fieldtrip namin this time. NOVEMBER 9, 2012 | 11/09/12 | #aynakko. Kasi, wayback 2010. It was the day when we got official. e Nakakamiss, :333 Ano, gagawa ba ako ? There are rumors inside my head. Idk why, but .. I think ang dating sa kanya is Umaasa pa rin ako. I mean, "Yes, Umaasa ako. Umaasang maging magkaibigan ulit tayo" Is it possible? T.T Damn. Now, I think , we've grown already. Because of you, I'm like this. And I'm thankful for that. If you're reading this right now, Do you think kaya ako ganito pa rin hanggang ngayon sa'yo , kasi di pa ulit ako nagkkaroon ng bago? Hmm. Probably ? Pero, hindi nman siguro kailangan. Time will heal this, napatagal nga lang. Hoho ;)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Reasons Behind.

Life is an adventure, a story to be lived and afterwards recollected. We oftentimes receive hardships that we need to overcome no matter what the replacements are. "Everything happens for a reason," they say. Even a painful experience, God has reasons why He gave that kind of blessings in our lives. There's this story of mine, that up until now, made me heavy-headed. It made a great impact in my life because I was hurt. This is nonsense, a puppy love. I know now, that I was carried away by my emotions that time. I mean, when you love someone wholeheartedly, you're wiling to do everything. We've been slightly for a long time. Because he was a graduating student, and I was a sophomore .. I cherished every moment and time that we had. To make this story short there came the time that we broke up for the reason that he can't fight for me and also because of some religious matters. That time, I was really sad and even got mad at him, and kept on telling myself for what reason this thing happened. At first, I think it's hard to accept it, but I guess .. I better move on. i learned that it will take time to heal everything. Just wait for the right time. Nowadays, I'm so thankful because this case taught me multiple realizations about life. This made me even stronger. It helped me to be more me, to know what's the real me inside. I learned how to forgive, love, and think wise. You don't need to take seriously some thing in our life. Live life while we're young. Enjoy the little things for one day you look back and realize , they were the cause for a better change.

Si EX oh :)

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan tong patuloy kong katangahan sa isang taong , binigo , nang iwan at masasabing nag iwan ng pighati sa aking puso // YSODRAMA? e earlier, my friend er and i was riding on a jeepney. And then, from our school to our studio .. we’ll be passing the kanto where my ex’s lived. E yunn, wala lang .. Nakita ko sya, pero ndi nia ko nkita. A glimpse lang .. Un lang, NONSENSE , you know. E alam nio nman aksi ung feeling na minahal nio ng sobra, tapos mauuwi lang sa wala. Even friends, we’re not one. Hay nakko, gusto ko nga. Kaya lang, i can’t. Sabi ko nga kina er manj and jibeh when we were at Sm last sunday, sana makasalubong ko man lang si Ex, sabi pagharap. Ung Ex nman nia ang nadun. Fail >.< Pero, at least .. earlier, god granted my wish. ♥.♥ Happy now.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

I just Can't S T O P loving you ♥

Goosebumps. Butterflies in my stomach. ♥ ♥ ♥ Yesterday, we went to Kuya Carlo's House, and HE was there. Nahihiya, di makapagsalita .. Grabe, i can't say the right words to describe what I felt when I saw him. The man that I wholeheartedly loved. The man that I missed so much. The man that I love up until now. However, I'm glad because pinansin niya ako, sino ba nmang hindi matutuwa? :)

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Ako kasi ung tipo ng tao na, sa mga simpleng mga bagay ay madaling npapangiti .. :)
Madaling kiligin .. Sa mga simpleng paraan. :) ♥ katulad na lang nito ..

Tapos ito pa ..

Di ko nga alam kung anu ba dapat reaksyon ko , kung maasar o mattuwa , but anyways .. #Masaya. :)